loura's story chap 21

It was one of those sleepless nights and I was on the phone with slaiman, he just got to the airport and touched down at kuwait.
lulu: "abe ashoofk, maby an6r lay elweekend"
slaiman: "wallah ana akthar, metshafeg 3ala shoftch 7ayl 7ayl!"

lulu: "w9alt?"

slaiman: "just landed lail7en bl6ayara"

lulu:" I wanna see u so bad! baye elma6ar!!!"

slaiman:"yanaitay shlon? elsa3a 5 elfayer w mnu byebech w warach madrsa"

lulu:"ana adabrha ma3laik!"

slaiman: " la la mako"

lulu: " 9arly shahar mo shayftk la tyanene baye! magdar an6r lay elweekend!"

slaiman: "lulu 7abeebte yanaitay wla shnu baba?"

lulu: " do u have a bettee plan?"

slaiman: "tadren shkether ana mayet abe ashoofch w mayet mn elwalah bs akhaf 3alaich shlon tyene its too risky"

lulu:"Its not, 9adgne ana adra! esma3ne ana now yaytk nothing u say can change my mind, wait for me, love u..byeeee"

i hung up changed into leggings a sweater and nikes. I sneaked downstairs, went to the garage opened the key cuboard took one of the drivers cars and drove my way to the airport slaiman kept calling all the way, I answered him when I was parking the car. 

"im parking wait for me eb starbucks ely foug"

slaiman: "la entay maynoona rasme"

lulu:"im crazy for u only"

slaiman:"cheesy but i love it"

i got down and made my way to starbucks as i was going up the stairs my heart started aching, but in a good way. 

I havent thought of what i did till now, umbay what if hala found out she'd literally kill me. she so does not approve of me doing stuff like this.

but when I saw him it was as if all my thoughts melted away. ugh he looks so good with his morning tired face probably from sleeping through the whole flight, and dont even get me started on his messy hair. 

he stretched a huge toothy smile and pulled me into a bear hug.

"wallah law mo ene walhan 3alaich chan madry shsawait fech 3la hal7araka" he joked with a hint of seriousness in his voice.

i gave him a death stare "wallah mo kafo hatha yzay mn kether ma abe ashoofk" 

he laughed "mnu yaybch enzain?"

"yours truly" i replied

"shnu????? sayga lay elma6ar bro7ch entay taben tshayben rase?"

lulu:" 3yal shlon tabene aye"

slaiman:" madry glt ba5shashtay saygch gawamte mbacher matwaqa3t entay"

lulu: "first of all im a pro driver second of all ana maynkhaf 3lay ynkhaf mne" and i gave him a wink. he laughed and pulled me into another hug "god i missed u" he whispered into my ear

"ee khalek chthy la t3aker" 

we sat and chatted for a while untill i realized what time it is and had to rush back home. slaiman sayarne all the way back home he just likes to over react. 

i parked the car in the garage and quietly walked back inside.

"entay wain kntay?" 

my. heart. literally. stopped. beating. 

i turned to find jassem sitting in the living room staring at me. he freaked the shit out of me.

lulu:"oh shit busted" i let out a nervous laugh

jassem:"wain kntay?"

shitting bricks oh my god

lulu:"r7t mcdonalds abe ryoog sahrana w mwa9la w yo3ana"

jassem:"w mnu wadach?"

lulu:"i drove.."

jassem:"maynooona entay 6al3a hal7za w sayga b3d???"

i looked at the time it was 6:30

lulu:"6ala3t el sa3a 6 whats wrong with that?"

jassem: "7tan law lulu 6al3a bdon 3elm a7d w bro7ch, mara thanya taben shay golele ana mawjod law 7ta tga3dene mn enoum ra'6y bs matsawen chthy"

lulu:"umbay jasoom latbalegh, im sorry ma3edha"

jassem:" mo 8a9dy wallah bs tadren akhaf 3alaich w 7ail ghala6 6al3tch" he side hugged me w madry laish kashait the hug felt weird not brotherly and innocent like everytime. 

"ok bro" 

ok bro??? wow loura u couldve came up with something better.. way to brother zone him huh..

I went up to change for school.

hala:"9aba7oooooooo wain kntay?"

oh fuck ela 7ala elwa7eda ely ma3rf achatheb 3alaiha bs i have to. 

"macdonalds for breakfast"

"w matyebele???? mosta7el ur lying"

"nayma b3d laish ayeblch" i hesitated to find a responce.

hala:"hal7arakat ma7bha dont you ever do this again, ray7a mac w matyebele huh 7lwa hathe" w kamelat eta7l6am bs i was so relieved she didnt see right through my obvious lie.

the week passed by really slowly, the weekend came magdrna enro7 elshalaih because our school was having its annual carnival and we were helping out. 

I woke up saturday morning 3ala slaimans calls. 

"alo" i said with my sleepy voice

"9a7 elnoum"

"what time is it" i asked 

"11 am" 

"OH SHIT UMBAI! i have to go bye"

i was supposed to be at school since 9 am.

I quickly jumped out of my bed and washed up and started changing. I called hala during that.

lulu:"3ade afham laish maga3adtene!"

hala:"shnooooo! ga3dtch entay ely mo ra'6ya tgomen so i gave up on you w r7t!"

lulu:"screw you bye!"

i changed into something casual and comfy.

I got to school.

sara:" la loura 7abeebte laish yaya ta3btay nafsch"

lulu:"kla mn hala!!!! ma ga3datne" 

hala:"SHNO"

and we started arguing.

our carnival is one of the best so theres always a great turn out, everyone who's anyone comes you literally see everyone.

 by around 8 pm i got a call from slaiman.

slaiman:" babe im outside come out"

lulu:" come out.. come out wain???"

slaiman:"mashftch lesbo3 kla, ur not the only crazy one 6l3ele in 5 9af6 9ob el ba8ala" and he hung up not giving me a chance to say anything.

"guys shway w rada" i said as i left quick enough for hala not to catch up with me and ask where i was heading to.

I walked towards the gates to leave.

khaled: "lulu wain ray7a?" 

lol khair shtabe legafa

lulu: "bakheth shaghla w rada many m6awla" and i turned around making my way towards elba8ala and slaimans car.

i opened his car door and got in quickly. 

slaiman got out of the parking and was heading to drive out of the schools parking.

"khara khara" he blurted 

"shnu shfeeeek" as i turned to face a silver patrol with a familliar face staring at us shocked... 

loura's story chap 20

Its been 2 weeks since akher mara r7na elshalaih, baba abdullah t3ab 3alaina so we couldnt go. bs el7mdellah gam bl salama, we have a huge dinner outing for him today. kal3ada I woke up late, showered and went downstairs.

khalty haya: "loura 7abeebty you still didnt get ready? bn6la3 b3d sa3a w shway" 

loura: " battrayag w abadel bsr3a dont worry" 

I made me a bowl of cereal, ate and went up to do my hair and get dressed. 

my phone started ringing, it was mama taiba.

lulu:"aloo hi mama"

mama taiba:"sm3ay 7abeebty e7na mshaina, t3alay wya jassem na6rch ohwa" 

lulu: "ee enshalah"

I hung up and called jassem to see where he was. He told me he was downstairs so I quickly applied some mascara and a winged eyeliner, some blush and lipstick and I was good to go. I made my way downstairs.

lulu: "ha mshaina?"

jassem turned around and literally scanned me from head to toe and then gave me a half smile. "mshaina" he replied. we went out to the garage.

jassem: "3ala hal kashkha welzain ba6l3ch bl rolls" he joked as he unlocked baba abdullah's rolls royce wraith, which was a total beauty. 

we drove to salhiya and jassem played m7taj fur9a-majeed.

lulu: "alaaaaaaaah 6awel"

he turned up the volume & sang along.

jassem: "ta3abt a7ebek wentaaa sahe w laheee" 

& he turned to look at me, I acted as if I didnt see him turn..weird.

"kelen yeje weroo7 welbal sahee ela enta fe klshay la'3ebt ashoofk"

 & he turned and did the same thing, he kept staring and singing 

"yahe tmoot eb 7obk elroo7 wyahe tehwak 3aine watmana 6yoofek"

I had to kill the awkwardness " WAINAH S3OOD ELGALB DAM ENTA LAHEEEEEEE" i screamed at the top of my lungs. 

"3akartaaaaaaay" he laughed and I laughed along. phew.

We finally got to salhiya & being such a show off jassim parked right infront and gave the valet the car, he opened the door for me and we walked to the restaurant. when we got there the tables guy approached us "table for 2?" he smiled "no, we've already got a table" reserved" jassem replied. 

"are you newly weds? he said with a stretched smile, and not to sound homophobic but he was so gay. 

jassem: "haha yes" 

lulu:" jassem!" i said as i blushed and smacked his arm. omg the level of awkardness.

jassem: "shda3wa sta7aitay, a9lan e7a9lch ana a9er raylch, ghairch ytmanon"

I laughed with my face blushing like crazy it was so awkard i just wanted to find our table, sit down and avoid him. "la lulu shfeech elyoum mo 6abe3ya wala 7ta radadteni wala tahzee2 khafeef 7ta shsalfa?" 

lulu:"ha? maku salfa bs ena umbay maly khlgk.. uh ka mama taiba ga3den hnak yallah" 

he gave me a weirded out look and we made our way to their table.

mama taiba: "ya hala ya hala ya zeen elzain, waay ya 7lokom wentaw dasheen" I smiled and sat next to hala. 

I was absent minded the whole dinner just thinking about what slaiman told me a couple of weeks ago and how i didnt realize this before or is jassem acting weird recently or hes been like this forever and i just realized that? or jassems acting normal as usual and im just translating his actions based on what slaiman brain washed me into thinking. I was so deep in thought oh god i hate overthinking!!!

"lulu 9a7nch fathy wala kalaitay shay, shfech mo 3la ba3'6ch elyoum" he whispered. i dont know why but I just ignored him. "luluu!" 

"hmm hala shfek?"

"ana ely shfeni wla entay? mara7 akhalech a6l3 shfech we7na radeen" 

"umbay mafeni shay bs khadrana tawne ga3da w badalt bsr3a bsr3a"

"ga9a 3ala mnu" he laughed "mo 3lay ana, shaklch tabene awaklch bede bs mst7ya 3adel?" 

"felha 3ad ma ten36a wayh" i faked a laugh and took a plate of pasta and placed some on my plate. he looked at me, laughed and got back to his food. ugh can this dinner end, i cant stand the tense vibes between us i hate this law slaiman mo gayle chan things were so much better. I dont want to ruin what I have with jassem bsebat gherat slaiman and the thoughts he planted in my head. 

we finally got back home, all i wanted was to see slaiman and hear his voice i miss him! its winter break and hes in london so i havent seen him in about 10 days and we've been video chatting every two days and whenever he can cause wya rab3a. 

i opened my laptop and called him, we started chatting for about an hour and something.

slaiman: "akh shnu walhan 3laich" i blushed and laughed instantly "wallah walhan 3ala '67ktch w 9outch w ur smile and those beautiful sparkly eyes of urs akh wallah law beedi arja3 al7een" 

"why do i have a feeling ur bullshitting, galbe na8ezne, 6ay7la 9ya3a o gaz eb london wana hne mayta mn elwalah

"off offfff lazmm t3akreeen elromanciya!! tadren ena mosta7el w mn sab3 elmosta7elat ay w7da tatres 3aine ghairch, shaklch klsh mo 7asa entay shnu bnsba ley"

i had literally the worlds largest smile planted on my face, i didnt even know my lips could stretch this far. ugh i love him!

I heard someone knock on my door, I lowered my laptop screen a little. "mnu??"

hala: "anaa open up!" 

"waay 3akerat! i'll cal u later okay? love u bye"

he laughed "love u too, faman allah" 

"wait wait no goodnight kiss?" 

I gave him a fly kiss and smiled then closed the laptop. 

"khal9eeeeneeeee" hala started shouting.

"t7beeeeen t3akren y3ni!!!!!" 

hala:"laish sh3ndch... oh wait saloom?"

lulu:"a9ghar 3yalch saloom wayed m6ay7a elmyana" 

hala:"ywaleee... soo shfech elyoum?"

"shfeni?..oh wait jassoom m6arshch?"

hala:"ee hes worried egol mo 3la ba3'6ha w practically en7ashtay mna w radaitay wya elsayeg" 

"umbay laybalegh mafeni shay bs gelt ena ared wya elsayeg cause knt abe ared mbacher daykha"

hala:"daykha wla tkalmen 7abeeeeb elgalb" she winked 

"caught me" i laughed.

we spent the rest of the night chatting and painting each others nails.

"bagoolch shay bs madry wallah y3ni 7ail shaghel bale hal shay w mo mt2kda mna a9lan y3ni makan eb bale bs y3ni slaiman gale w kalama made sense o-"

hala:" la7'6a la7'6a 7abeebte 3ady tfahmene shga3d tgolen la2na 7ade '6ay3a w klsh mo fahma 3laich"

i took a deep breath "gabl fatra i had a fight wya slaiman w youm 6ala3t wya that night remember youm 3a9btay 3lay elmohem ill cut to the chase he was like ena entay mo 7asa bs ana 9bay w a3rf w mn hal 7achy... he thinks ina jassem has feelings for me w awal ma gale i was like no way!! no way in hell bs b3dain i started paying attention w ta9orefat jassem shway made sense bs madre etha ohwa twa 9ar chthy wla ohwa mn zman chthy bs im over thinking it.."

hala:"actually ive been thinking that fir a while" her answer shocked me.

"sh89dech?" i asked

"8a9dy ena mn zman knt 7asa ena jassem has feelings for you okhoy w a3rfa w la ohwa mn zman chthy w you just realized because slaiman opened up ur eyes wela klshay wath7 le7mar be7es"

loura:"le7mar be7es..ouch sh89dch?" j acted as if i was offended."

hala:"haha u know what i mean"

loura:"enzain shasawe??? 7ail a3z jassoom foug mat9werain w amoot 3alaih as a brother w abe i keep my realtionship mthl gabl wya bs i cant now lama darait how he feels about me!"

hala:" eb hathy 3ad 9ej madre! 7awlay you brother zone him kether matgdereen"

loura:"brother zone him?"

hala:" yeah you know just like friend zoning but 10 levels worse" 

loura:"how am i supposed to do that"

hala:" i have no idea" 

we decided to sleep, but obviously i couldnt i just had so much on my mind all i did was over think and i pulled an all nighter. 

loura's story-chap 19

It was about 5 am, I was completely sleepless all I wanted was to hear his voice. bdon ma7s eb nafse I called him and he answered from the first ring.
Loura: "slaiman..."
Slaiman: "abe ashoofch al7een"
Loura: "shayf elsa3a cham? yanait?"
slaiman: "nzlele in 2 minutes"
and he hung up.
 I didnt know what to do, my brain wasn't functioning well. I found myself changing into a pair of comfy leggings and a hoodie over my pj top and i tip-toed my way downstairs. 6la3t mn elshalaih and i saw him parked bl bar shway jedam shalaihna. I got into the car and he drove away silently. for about 5 minutes it was a silent ride with majeed playing in the background. I lowered the volume "3ady tgoly shfek?" I asked as i turned to face him. laf 3lay he stared at me for a while and then looked back at the road. "slaiman.."
"shbainich w bain jassem" he asked out of the blue, shocking me with his question.
"shqa9dek shbaini w baina" you can see how shocked i was from my facial reaction.
"so2ale wath7...shbainich w baina?"
"enta mn9jk sulaiman? tadry shnu jassem bnsba le? a3za ma3zat okho la akthar wala aqal"
"ta9arefatkom lama tkonon wya ba3a'6 ma to7e 3la halshay, fe shay bainkom" his words were like a slap to my face, shocking and made no sense.
"la ma9adeg, w 3ala ay asas mqarer ena baina shay?"
"mosta7eel a7ad entay weya 24\7, dayman tsolfen 3na w youm shftkom eb prime jdam 3aini law ma adry ena he's your cousin chan gelt 7abeebch, '6a7ktch wya w 3yoona wohwa e6al3ch mosta7el mafe shay w youm getlch call me w gltele wya jassem enfejart w ana na6er ur call ashofch eb starbucks la w la7gch g****d "
I stayed quite trying to function the words he was throwing at my face.
it took me a while to reply. "madry shagolk ana 3omry ma fakart eb jassem eb hal 6areeqa 3omry, ana close wya wayed ee, a7ba w amoot 3laih bs wallah mashofa akthar mn okho. wetha ele tabe mene ene makon greba mna fa hal shay mosta7el" " w slaiman i dont get our relationship are we friends are we more? l2na lw were just friends you dont have the right enk tsawe fene chthy"
he was silent and took his time with the reply. he turned to face me with those beautiful eyes of his that i couldnt resist. they looked so warm full of love, like the anger and the madness melted away.
 "atwaqa3 wath7 ely baina ena akthar mn friendship, matwaqa3 ana gader eny aw9flch shnu mkantch eb galby" he grabbed my arm and gave me a look as if he was asking if its ok to touch me, I blushed instantly and smiled slightly. " maknt met2aked mn masha3ry bs elyoum ta2akdt l2na el a39ab ely knt feha welghera thba7atny, t2kdt ena ana 9ej a7bch"
lsane enreba6 ma3rft shagol w shared.
"ana mo ga3d agolch chethy w na6r rad mnch, e7na n3rf ba3ath 9arlna foug el thalath shhor w atwaqa3 ena elwagt mnasb eny akon 9aree7 wyach about how i feel, cause i honestly feel something real"
I was still shocked there with my head tilted down not knowing what to say, i mean i sure as hell know i love him i felt it mn awal mashfta bs mo 3arfa wala gadra a3aber. he held my arms closer to his face and i looked up into his eyes he kissed them and smiled, I smiled too unconsciously and turned around. a 6 min ride back to our shalaih with rashed al majed playing.

يا بعد من راح ومن قام وقعد
ياللي ما قبلك ولا بعد ك احد

كنت انا وقلبي مع موعد غلاك
وانتي اغلى من الوعد لانك وعد

انتي جيتيني هديه من السما
وزان عمري يوم انا شفتك هنا

وكل شي حبيته شفته بك اكيد
انتي حلمي اللي تمنيته انا

من غلاتك كيف اوصفلك غلاك
واللي في قلبي لقلبك كثير

باختصار انتي مالك اختصار
انتي غير وانتي وجهك وجه خير

w9alna shalaihna w 9fa6 shway jedam, i turned around I wanted to say something i wanted to tell him i loved him bs lsany enreba6 magedart. I just smiled and got down,he gave me a wide toothy smile that literally melted my heart, as if he knew whats on mind what i wanted to say but couldnt manage to. He waited till i got in and left. I wasn't feeling sleepy at all so ekhte9art 6rejy and I headed near the beach, i sat on one of those chair swings and replayed rashed's song over and over again, and replaying what slaiman said in my head about a million and 2 times. elmshkla eny adry eny a7ba, mo bs a7ba amoot fe bs maknt gadra agoola. I gathered my thoughts as i sat on the couch infront of the glass doors just watching the sunrise. I unlocked my phone went on whats app. 

"a7bek" 

"madry laish enreba6 lsany w magdart agolha wana wyak, bs ana al7enn agolk eyaha w ana wath8a mn masha3ry w mt2kda malyon blemya eny a7bek"

____

jassem: "luluuuuuuuuuuuu! gomay, khyas noum elsa3a 12"

I opened my eyes to find jassem sipping on his iced white mocha starring at me. "ray7 starbucks w matyeble!!" I said as i threw a pillow at him and stretched. 

jassem: "afa bs afa 3balch ansach" he said as he pointed at my drink at the table. I grabbed it, gave him a fly kiss and went up to wash up. 

suddenly what slaiman said yesterday about jassem and i came to mind... bs mosta7eel im pretty sure ena elgheera 3meta cause theres now way in hell ekon fe shay between us ghair sisterly brotherly love. 

i grabbed my phone to find the cutest messages from slaiman, it made my heart sink so deep. 

"7aloooy mat9adgen sh9ar ams!!!!" 

hala: "sh9ar!!!?"

i told her every single detail without leaving out a thing. 

hala: "entay maynoooooona??? shlon t6l3en wya la w eb hal7aza!!!!"

loura: "shhhh latefthe7ena!"

hala: "mo mal akhalech bro7ch maynona ambai!"

loura: "mafakrt 7azatha all i wanted was to hear his voice w 9edamne lama gale bs 2 minutes isnt enough time for me to think so I just didnt think w nezaltla"

hala: "ambai madry shagolch bs latfakren t3edenha!!"

loura: "it didnt feel wrong klsh, a9lan bl3aks it felt so right" 

hala: "nazla 7ag ur 'bf' 4 elfayer.."

loura: "5 actually"

hala: "same thing, law a7d shayfch shbe9er fech w its so wrong on so many levels, i know what ur thinking lulu latfakren t3edenha" 

i stayed quite she made me regret what happened so much although i enjoyed every minute of it. I feel so guilty & i hated that. 

loura's story chapter 18

I woke up that thursday at 10-ish, we had that day off.  Hala, Jassim & I decided to go out for breakfast w 3ogob nroo7 elshalaih.
Hala was calling: "ha ya kharaa ga3dtay?"
lulu: "eee"
hala: "ana w jassoom na6renech ta7at, bser3a yallah yewa3aaa"
lulu; "ok'
I washed up & quickly changed into a pair of jeans, a fitted white top and my airmax nikes.

i rushed downstairs to find jassim & hala
jasim: 'yalla meshaina'
we headed to jassims car & got in
jassim: "ha prime wla the breakfast club?"
lulu: "ay shay elmohem nakellll"
jassim: "3ayal prime, ana meshtehee"
and jassim drove us to prime & toast
I checked my phone to find a good morning message from sulaiman! ugh how much i love him & his cute morning texts.
sulaiman: "9aba7 elkhair"
lulu: "9aba7 elnoor"
sulaiman: "ha wainich?"
lulu: "ray7a prime wya jassim w hala"
sulaiman: "w shalaih?"
lulu: "eee, ray7en 3ogb prime"
slaiman: "enshalah enshofech 3ad"
lulu: 'haha enshalah"
i got on twitter & hala tweeted prime so i RTed
we got there and ordered.
Jassim: "hey heyyy"
he said as i took a piece of his pancakes
jassim: "ya3ni mo mkafeech ely 3ndech??? khal9eehom awall"
lulu: "shawegoni malotekk"I said as I cut a piece of tha pancake & stuffed it in my mouth as i was gazing around as my eyes fell on someone by the door...

Slaiman came in he was alone.
our eyes met and the next thing i got was a whats app from him.
"take away w mashy;p"
I smiled and turned back to passim who was calling me.
jassim: "lulu hathy lich" as he cut a piece of his pancakes and stretched his arms towards me.
lulu: "laaa 3ogb shnu" I laughed, pushing his hand away.
jassim: "a7 entay gad ench tredene?" he faked a mad face "taklenha ya3ni taklenha la tkhalene afashlch wagoom ad3sha eb 7aljch"
I laughed so hard cause knowing jassim well I know he'd do it.
lulu:"tadre fene magol la ela ba6ny" i laughed as he fed me while i was holding his hand.
jassim: "lugma thanya w golay la eyech kaf e6ayer wayhch"
I laughed as he cut me another piece and fed me. I shifted my gaze back to sulaiman who got his order and was staring at me bna'6ra ghareeba klsh mafahmt ta3aber wayha.
we finished our bfast and left prime and headed to julaia.
sulaiman whats apped.
sulaiman: a7taj aklmch can I call?
lulu: ana bl6rej w wyay jassim so magdar
he read and ignored wtf?
awal ma w9alna elshalaih we hung out way layan w rawan
layan: "guys tukfon mazaji starbucks and we cruise!"
rawan: "cruising way raja? bro7ch 7abeebte"
layan: "louraa shaghltch hathy tukfa dabrelena syara khaln6la3"
lulu: "thwane bas ashof elawtha3"
klman kan lahe, so i went to the garage and took one of my uncles cars, he's so into cars fa he has the hottest rides.
loura: "ha we go extreme wela n7terem nafsna w nakheth el wrangler?"
layan: "ana w7da 8anoo3a wrangler is good enough for me" she said as she hopped in the seat next to the driver. rawan and hala hopped in the back.
I got the aux cord and played shlon ansak-khaled miami, w mnu ma yn6reb wya miami?<3

loura: "el7lwa ely tanzel ta6lblna meen?"
rawan: "hahay mo ana sen zawaj manzl bux b3ez elz7ma"
layan: "6a3 hathy ur 17 7abeebty ay sen zawaj"
hala: "7ajra wara8a me8as lets play it fair"
w kal3ada i lost w ana w rawan nzlna. I hate eny anzl hal amaken cause aghlbyat elshabab bs yet7arshon no self respect, i said aghlbya mo elkel.
we ordered and waited for our orders.
"oboy wallah shhal zain" I slightly turned to see a guy flirting with either rawan or I.
'fedait el semar elm7omer ana awail galbe" weja3 I knew it was me cause I was really tanned and raw an was a bit pale compared to me. I gave him a disgusted look and took the drinks and left. He kept following us out, rawan opened the door w ana 6ala3t 3ogbha, I looked up and my eyes met up with a pair of pitch dark eyes.. sulaimans.. wain maro7 6al3ly ya ma7la el9df.. his eyes were on me the whole time the guy came behind us followed by sulaiman who then realized what was going on. I rushed to the car and started the engine as quick as possible and drove out not giving the guy a chance to talk to us. The guy got in his car which was surprisingly parked next to us and followed us. wana yaya balef he stopped and blocked me. He kept knocking on the window and i ignored. ma wa3ait wela asma3 7es sulaiman..
he grabbed the guy "khair shtabe ent el ahal!" the guy from bux said.
sulaiman: "elahal ha?" he held him up from his shirt w ma9khara knt ma9doma the whole time mtan7a can't even function what slaiman was saying. Next thing i saw was the guy getting in his car and driving away. I could see the madness in slaimans eyes and the furry it scared the fucking shit out of me.
I lowered my window shway.
"reday elshalaih al7een" and he gave me his back and left. I drove out straight away.
Layan: "7lwa hathe 7abeeb elgalb namshe 3ala kaifa!"
I ignored her and drove back. "umbay loura are u fucking serious rada elshalaih" I parked the car and left up to my room and called sulaiman. I left him over 4 missed calls he wasn't answering I was so frustrated.
the day passed extremely slow I was dying from the inside I just wanted to know why he was ignoring me.
shu3or qamta mo 6abe3ya, youme kan nage9 bdona w knowing that he was purposely ignoring me killed me.


It was about 5 am, I was completely sleepless all I wanted was to hear his voice. bdon ma7s eb nafse I called him and he answered from the first ring.
Loura: "slaiman..."
Slaiman: "abe ashoofch al7een"
Loura: "shayf elsa3a cham? yanait?"
slaiman: "nzlele in 2 minutes"
and he hung up.

loura's story-chapter 17

Tuesday morning, we woke up & headed to school. allah 3al ka2aba.

I had english with shaikha, i hated this lesson so much & the teacher. so i had my phone out

i checked twitter & i had 3 new followers i checked & one of them was…

that guy from kik!

his name was aziz.

Lulu: "shaikhhaaaaaa"

shaikha: "way3aa" she had her head down on the desk sleeping

lulu: "goomay gomay"

i told hr everything then showed her his pic

shaikha: "umbaay hatha a3arfaa!!"

lulu: "haw shlonn"

shaikha: "refeej my cousin, w kela eyi shalaihna!!"

lulu: "umbay chathabaa!"

shaikha: "wallah, he's in *** wya my cousin, akbar mna eb sena"

lulu: "t'hagain i block him?"

shaikha: "la khaly bemel w he'll unfollow mn nafsa" "3ad matadreen shkether player!"

lulu: "shakla innocent"

shaikha: "don't let appearances fool u"

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knt na6ra el weekend 3ala naarrrr, mostly 3ashan my new super!

so thursday was finally here, ya zeeen elkhamees wallah w ya zeen 6aree!

after school we headed back home, changed so when can go to the saloon. 

lulu: "alooo raju wainik?"

raju: "ana fe 6areeg mal shalaih"

lulu: "tstahbel!! ana mo getlk dont go till i tell u"

raju: "mama taiba say go"

lulu: "shit shit zain"

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and i hanged up 

hala: wai3 shhal wehga!

lulu: 3ndy fekraaaa

hala: shnuu

lulu: jasoom nayem?

hala: ee lash

lulu: emshayyy

i ran upstairs and slowly sneaked into jassims room, and grabbed his car keys and rushed down stairs

hala: maynooona wela maynoona wallah law dara yethba7na!!

loura: chillllll, ma t3rfeen okhoch ma ygom ela at 6 w ero7 seda elshalaih, we'll be back gabel el 5 7eta don't worry

hala: wallah etha 9ar shay ana maly sheghelll

loura: okay yalkhawafa don't worry

I got into jassims black range rover and drived to jawa's house

loura: "aloooo jawzzyy, e7na bara bser3a asra3 sareee3 6el3eleenaa!" 

jawa: "okay okay"

jawa came out, her chin dropped all the way down her belly button, literally. 

jawa: "myanan wela myanan?????"

lulu: "chub w bser3a rkbaaay!"

jawa: "la bellah myannaaannn" she said as she opened the door and sat at the back.

jawa: "sayarat mnu? w shsalfa? wain elsayeg??"

hala: "sayarat jassoom okhoy, sayeg elzag ra7 elshalaih"

loura: lazm enred bser3a wela jassoom yethba7naa"

hala: "ufff mn 9ejechh" 

i drove all the way to the salon, by 5:30 we were done!

lulu: "yallaaahh yalllaah bser3aaa, mako wakt shway w egom jassim! we rushed outside the salon and headed back home, by the time we were back raja just came back. 

awal ma dashaina we rushed through the living room, wela sm3na 9ot tv.

jassim: "allaah 3alaik ya ronaldoooo"

jassim was in the living room watching a match

hala: "umm hii jasoom"

jassim: "hala hala sh3endkom? mn wain yayeen?"

lulu: "salon, 3ndna party, sh3endik gaym mbacher ma 6agat sa3tek Cinderella its 5:30"

jassim: "mobaraa"

lulu: "aha ee, yallah bye bne93ad nbadel" 

and after that the 3 of us ran as fast as we could upstairs! 

lulu: "entaw ro7aw foug w ana bag6 elmfta7 eb dar jassoom" 

hala&jawa: okayyy

I placed it exactly where I got it and went upstairs to the girls.

I had my hair in big loose waves, I applied some make up then changed

I wore my coat and the 3 of us headed down, when we got to the door i realized that i forgot my phone upstairs.

lulu: "shit nesait my phone foug, 9ebgony elsayara yaytkom"

I rushed upstairs and got my phone the went back down.

Jassim: "yah yah lulu shhal zaain" he seemed mesmerized

lulu: "i know i know I'm flawless"

Jassim: "uff tell me about it" he whispered but loud enough for me to hear it.

lulu: "huh" i acted stupid

jassim: "ha?" he snapped out of it

lulu: "byeee I'm late" and i rushed out of the house, that was weird..

i got in the car and off we went.

swe had shit loads of funnn. khouush partyyy.

at 11 we headed back to jawas, dead tired from all the dancing. when we got in we passed by the living room & slaiman was there, awal ma shafna nazal rasa, aw he's such a cutieee

we got in jawas room and changed, wiped off our make up and got ready to head to the shalaih.

jawa: "tara benro7 wya saloom"

hala: "ee okay"

I smiled automatically.

we got our stuff, then left jawas room

Slaiman: "ha meshaina?" he said as he was looking at me the realized that he was, and turned straight to jawa. she was clueless thank god

jawa: "ee yallah"

we got into the drivers black GMC but slaiman was driving. jawa sat in front and hala and I at the back.

Jawa shaghelat el aux & played  الجسمي- وتبقى لي

lulu: "allaaaah 6awlaayy!"

slaiman turned up the volume.

الله ياخذك منهم ولا ياخذني من يدك

ولا ياخذ غلاك و عمرك الغالي و تبقى لي

وش ايامي بدونك وش؟

تراك اغلى بشر عندي

ولا غيرك ابد غالي

تبي تطعن تبي تجرح

وش الي يعني يردك

من ايدينك ترا كل شي 

قسم بالله يحلالي

ابد لا تنجرح مني

امانة عاد من جدك

ترى جرحك لذيذ و سكره

يا صاحبي حالي

يهون العمر و سنينه

ولا يبدا معي صدك

وجودك جنة الدنيا

و بعدك لحضة غربالي

ابي حبل الوصل اكثر 

تمدها مد يدك

وش اللي بس لو تبعد 

دقيقة صدري يبقى لي

jawa 7ail mndamja blghneya, w hala sar7ana. Slaiman kept staring at me from the reflection mirror with his heart melting half smiles & gorgeous eyes. screw how fxxking handsome he is.

we arrived to their shalaih and headed straight up to jawas room & hala & jawa  fell asleep like babies. I on the other hand couldn't stop thinking about him, just the thought of him being in the next room asleep made me feel.. actually i don't know whats this feeling called but it kept my stomach rumbling all night.

the sound my phone ringing distracted my thoughts.

whats app-

slaiman: nayma? 

loura: la

slaiman: laish?

loura: ma yani noum

slaiman: can I call u? i need to talk to u

loura: umm

slaiman: if u don't want to 3ady

loura: la 3ady call

as soon as I sent that message he called straight away

slaiman: "aloo?" his voice was so hot, it killed me

I stayed silent, lsany enreba6

slaiman: "shfeech?"

lulu: "ma feeny shay"

slaiman: "shlonich"

lulu: "7mdellah bkhair"

slaiman: "doum enshalah"

lulu: "umm, u needed to talk to me?"

slaiman: "uh, um ee"

we both stayed quite for a while

slaiman: "you looked so beautiful today"

I blushed insanely and turned redder than the bottom souls of a louboutin, madri shhal tashbeeh bs ya3ni u get it?

oh i should reply 

reday lulu reday!

shagol? 

lulu: "thank u" awkward silence ... "shun knt betgoly"

slaiman: "shnu?"

lulu: "gelt u needed to talk to me?"

slaiman: "ah ee..." "umm" "eeh knt bagolich tl3eben fifa?" 

jaddd?? hatha ely what he needed to tell me, i expected something else...

lulu: "haha mn 9ejek? u need to talk to me w dag akher shay bs taby tl3ab fifa?"

slaiman: "kan wedy asma3 9otech.."

awkward silent again.. al7een jjad shared?

slaiman: 'enzain ha shgeltay tl3eben?" 

mo chena fashla? wla shda3wa bs eb nl3ab

lulu: "yallahh"

slaiman: "nezlay el9ala ana ta7at"

lulu: "okay"

i quickly checked how i looked in the mirror and went down.

slaiman: "ha jahza ama9kherech?"

lulu: "a7bbb elthegha"

we started playing over and over again, laughing, joking around till the sun started to rise.

slaiman: "chny en7ewalt?"

lulu: "ana ba3add, wayed la3abna"

slaiman: "ee uff ma9akhnaha"

lulu: "ee haha"

slaiman: "teg3eden bara? al7en elsunse nar"

lulu: "yallah" 

we sat outside on the deck.

I was peacefully staring at the beautiful sunrise, i turned to my right to see that sulaiman was staring at me, he smiled & I smiled back, god that smile of his melts my heart. 

lulu: "chny dekht" I said as I yawned and stood up.

sulaiman: "ana ba3ad" he said and stood up. "te9be7en gala khair" he said with his sweet smile.

lulu: "wenta mn ahlaa" i smiled back.

I went upstairs and fell asleep like a little baby, with butterflies flying up nd around my stomach.

I sure as fxxxk im in love. 

lour's story- chapter 16

3ogb ma 7adrna on saturday ana w hala w jawa decided to go out for dinner & as usual i was starving!!
Hala was craving entrecote so we decided to go to alhamra.
as I was getting dressed I got a notification on kik.
dashait wela it was guy, i got used to people like this. I clicked on his profile pic & he looked familiar bs madry wain shayfeta! I blocked him then changed into this

I applied some eyeliner & blush and I was good to go. I don't like to over do it with make up at all.

Jawa picked us up and we went. When we got there we headed straight to entrecôte. mo bas knt mayta youu3 so we ordered straight away. 6oul elmoda i was feeling so uncomfortable, t3rfon lama t7son somethings watching u? but i didn't know who. 

Hala: "ma ykhezooon chethyy"

Jawa: "shnuu"

Hala: "hal 6awla ely hnak, aku wa7d shag 3eshatna khaz"

Jawa: "bo blue shirt?"

I slightly turned around and my eyes met with those pair of eyes that were watching my every move, the guy with blue shirt quickly turned around as if he wasn't staring. omggg wait, isn't that the same guy from kik?? 

lulu: "omgggg omgggg"

Jawa: "shfeeech"

I opened my phone, clicked on kik and went to my blocked list and clicked on his pic.

lulu: "shofaw hatha mo nafsa ely hnak? bo blue shirt"

Hala: "umbay eee" 

Jawa: "sh3arefech fee?"

lulu: "dash 3alay kik!"

hala: "aham shayy" 

he kept staring the whole timeee. we finished eating so we got up and left the restaurant. I felt his eyes on me the whole time, gosh i hate that feeling.

Jawa: "n7aly eb choco bar 3ala ma eyi elsayeg?" 

Hala: "fougaa"

so we headed to choco bar, kal3ada kan 7ail za7ma we found a table in the middle of the crowd & we sat there.

Jawa: "btro7en 7aflat dana alflani this thurs?"

lulu: "bnrou7 shalaih don't think we can"

Jawa: "laa please ta3alaw"

hala: "el ahl kelhom ray7een ma ngdar ng3ad bro7na"

Jawa: "nroo7 together 3ogob elparty, ana ba3ad barou7 elshalaih "

lulu: "khala9 3ayal khouush nro7 together"

jawa: "greaat" 

we7na ga3den, i was looking around while eating my delicious fondant and noticed that guy coming towards chocolate bar, he came along with another guy, his friend was talking to the cashier guy for a table and he was staring. a7s shayfeta mn gabel bs marry wain, i don't know his name cause his username only had his initials & family name xxalflani. 

he was staring the whole god damn time hal mara ma shall 3aina. they were getting closer and closer with the chocolate bar guy. they passed by our table and i buried my head in my plate without looking up at all, akraah hal mawa8f. he passed by and didn't take off his eyes at all.

Jawa: "shnu hatha?? mo chethy ykhezonnn jjad!"

hala: "ee uff 3ama b3aina"

Lulu: "khaywaly 6aaff" 

their table was a couple of tables away from us, but he got a pretty good view of my side. 

lulu: "ha ya elsayeg jawwz?"

jawa: "ee 3omra 6weel tawa dgly miss call, 6lbaw el check"

we ordered the check, payed then left. 

jawa dropped us home.

i changed into my pjs and headed down to halas

fahad: "lulu"

lulu: "hala"

jassim: "shofay mo hatha el super jet ely kntay tabeena?"

lulu: "eeeee 7ada naar"

jassim: "shrayech law getlich sharaina?"

lulu: "SHNU"

jassim: "ana w 3amy omar ray7een 7ag el jetboat chan nelga, getla ena kha6rech fee chan yakhtha lech"

lulu: "tstahbel enta wla mn 9ejek?"

jassim: "7mara entay? 9j mo kafu"

i jumped up and down mn elfar7a!!!!!!

lulu: "I LOVE UU SO MUCH WALLAH"

passim: "save itttt"

my mood just got 10000% times better, a7la shay lama navy shay weyena gala ghafla when we're not expecting it.

________

tuesday morning, we woke up & headed to school. allah 3al ka2aba.

I had english with shaikha, i hated this lesson so much & the teacher. so i had my phone out

i checked twitter & i had 3 new followers i checked & one of them was..

Loura's story- chapter 15

just so u don't get confused Loura's nickname is lulu.

I woke up late for school, way had maly khelg estath samee7 mn 9eba7 allah khair, I quickly wore my school uniform, tied my hair in pony tale quickly and ran downstairs to the driver, and we were on our way to school. awal ma rekabt I got a notification.
from slaiman..
Slaiman: "ha sh3endech met2akhra?"
Lulu: "ra7at 3alay nouma"
Slaiman: "lool yallah goodluck"
Lulu: "ay luck w bajbl wayh wayh samee7?"
Slaiman: "LOOL ma3alaih, gzarat ma buga shay 3ala end of this year"
lulu: "wait.. shadark im late?"
slaiman: "shofay warach"
I turned around to find slaimans car right behind me.
lulu: "oh, lol nafs 6erejy?"
slaiman; "tegdereen tgoolen ;p"
__
lulu: "raju shaghel 99.7"
w9alt el mdrsa, 5 mins w tkhale9 7e9at samee7o. ma yeswa anzela so I'll just wait
slaiman: "ha shfech mo nazla?'
wtf?
lulu: "haw bsmellah shdarak!!"
I started looking around and there he was.
lulu: "lool mn9ejek?"
and he passed by with his car very fast I barely got a glimpse
nezalt mn elsayara w dakhalt and the bell just rang.
hala: "bo eloool"
lulu: "tukfa 3eday?!"
hala: "BO ELOOOL"
lulu: "mashroo3 nickname?"
hala: "6ala3 faj2a chethy, la ts2elen shlon"
lulu; "la t3edenha yer7am omch"
the day was unbelievably slow. when it was finally the end of the day hala & I rushed to the car, and headed to the shalaih. i unpacked and changed.

ga3dna ana w hala bara, listening to music.
my mobile vibrated & it was a whats app from jawaa
Jawa: luluu wainkom blshalaih??
lulu: yupp
Jawa: ta3alolyyy, ana bro7y blshalaih way my friend elahl msafreen w okhoy ray7 way rab3a
lulu; yallah okayy

hala and i headed to her shalaih. on the way i was chatting with slaiman.
madry laish bs i feel like I'm betraying jawa
slaiman: ha wainich?
loura: on my way to shalaihkom
slaiman: 7elfay??
loura: wallah, jawa tawha daga 3alay galatlna we come over
slaiman: ah ee khoush

___

we arrived to jawaas
ga3dna nsolef, w chethy
loura: "tadroon shnu wedi?"
jawa: "shnuu"
loura: "al3ab fifaa!"
hala: "fouugaa"
Jawa: "yabeela, emshaw dakhelll"
dashaina and jaws set the ps w ga3dna nel3ab
lulu: "GOOAAL, 5-0 w e7na still first half hahaha"
Hala: "chub 3aad mn zeman mo la3baa!"
lulu: "eee rag3aay GOOAA-"
ma medany i shout out my 6th goal wela asma3 someone behind us.
Slaiman: "oh ga3d tel3ebon fifa"
my heart sank. i know I'm used to talking to him on whats app, bs mo face to face!
jawa: 'eeee'
Jawa: " ee guys, hatha okhoy slaimann"
slaiman: "elsalam"
Jawa: "w hathola my friends, hala alflani w loura alflani"
hala&loura: "w 3laikom elsalam
Slaiman: "mnu metma9kher 6-0?"
Hala: "ana"
Slaiman: "shaklech mo hayna lul-loura, ha tbareeny 3ogob?"
shittt aham shay, he was about to call me lulu! enshalah mo jedaam jawa
Lulu: "ee affa 3alaik, yallah"
after demolishing hala, slaiman and I played.
Slaiman: "arsenal ha?"
loura: "till death" i said proudly "u?"
Slaiman: "united 6ab3an"
loura: "ela shlon haward webb?"
 slaiman: "aha, ela meta akher mara fztaw eb trophy?"

and we started fighting/discussing some football stuff.
we really bonded, we played fifa all night w ga3dna nsolef the whole time, the 4 of us.
I swear he's the cutest!!!!
hala and i headed back to our shalaih
slaiman: "nawar shalaihna elyoum"
loura: "mnawer bahalaa haha"