khalty haya: "loura 7abeebty you still didnt get ready? bn6la3 b3d sa3a w shway"
loura: " battrayag w abadel bsr3a dont worry"
I made me a bowl of cereal, ate and went up to do my hair and get dressed. 
my phone started ringing, it was mama taiba.
lulu:"aloo hi mama"
mama taiba:"sm3ay 7abeebty e7na mshaina, t3alay wya jassem na6rch ohwa"
lulu: "ee enshalah"
I hung up and called jassem to see where he was. He told me he was downstairs so I quickly applied some mascara and a winged eyeliner, some blush and lipstick and I was good to go. I made my way downstairs.
lulu: "ha mshaina?"
jassem turned around and literally scanned me from head to toe and then gave me a half smile. "mshaina" he replied. we went out to the garage.
jassem: "3ala hal kashkha welzain ba6l3ch bl rolls" he joked as he unlocked baba abdullah's rolls royce wraith, which was a total beauty.
we drove to salhiya and jassem played m7taj fur9a-majeed.
lulu: "alaaaaaaaah 6awel"
he turned up the volume & sang along.
jassem: "ta3abt a7ebek wentaaa sahe w laheee"
& he turned to look at me, I acted as if I didnt see him turn..weird.
"kelen yeje weroo7 welbal sahee ela enta fe klshay la'3ebt ashoofk"
& he turned and did the same thing, he kept staring and singing
"yahe tmoot eb 7obk elroo7 wyahe tehwak 3aine watmana 6yoofek"
I had to kill the awkwardness " WAINAH S3OOD ELGALB DAM ENTA LAHEEEEEEE" i screamed at the top of my lungs.
"3akartaaaaaaay" he laughed and I laughed along. phew.
We finally got to salhiya & being such a show off jassim parked right infront and gave the valet the car, he opened the door for me and we walked to the restaurant. when we got there the tables guy approached us "table for 2?" he smiled "no, we've already got a table" reserved" jassem replied.
"are you newly weds? he said with a stretched smile, and not to sound homophobic but he was so gay.
jassem: "haha yes"
lulu:" jassem!" i said as i blushed and smacked his arm. omg the level of awkardness.
jassem: "shda3wa sta7aitay, a9lan e7a9lch ana a9er raylch, ghairch ytmanon"
I laughed with my face blushing like crazy it was so awkard i just wanted to find our table, sit down and avoid him. "la lulu shfeech elyoum mo 6abe3ya wala 7ta radadteni wala tahzee2 khafeef 7ta shsalfa?"
lulu:"ha? maku salfa bs ena umbay maly khlgk.. uh ka mama taiba ga3den hnak yallah"
he gave me a weirded out look and we made our way to their table.
mama taiba: "ya hala ya hala ya zeen elzain, waay ya 7lokom wentaw dasheen" I smiled and sat next to hala.
I was absent minded the whole dinner just thinking about what slaiman told me a couple of weeks ago and how i didnt realize this before or is jassem acting weird recently or hes been like this forever and i just realized that? or jassems acting normal as usual and im just translating his actions based on what slaiman brain washed me into thinking. I was so deep in thought oh god i hate overthinking!!!
"lulu 9a7nch fathy wala kalaitay shay, shfech mo 3la ba3'6ch elyoum" he whispered. i dont know why but I just ignored him. "luluu!"
"hmm hala shfek?"
"ana ely shfeni wla entay? mara7 akhalech a6l3 shfech we7na radeen"
"umbay mafeni shay bs khadrana tawne ga3da w badalt bsr3a bsr3a"
"ga9a 3ala mnu" he laughed "mo 3lay ana, shaklch tabene awaklch bede bs mst7ya 3adel?"
"felha 3ad ma ten36a wayh" i faked a laugh and took a plate of pasta and placed some on my plate. he looked at me, laughed and got back to his food. ugh can this dinner end, i cant stand the tense vibes between us i hate this law slaiman mo gayle chan things were so much better. I dont want to ruin what I have with jassem bsebat gherat slaiman and the thoughts he planted in my head.
we finally got back home, all i wanted was to see slaiman and hear his voice i miss him! its winter break and hes in london so i havent seen him in about 10 days and we've been video chatting every two days and whenever he can cause wya rab3a.
i opened my laptop and called him, we started chatting for about an hour and something.
slaiman: "akh shnu walhan 3laich" i blushed and laughed instantly "wallah walhan 3ala '67ktch w 9outch w ur smile and those beautiful sparkly eyes of urs akh wallah law beedi arja3 al7een"
"why do i have a feeling ur bullshitting, galbe na8ezne, 6ay7la 9ya3a o gaz eb london wana hne mayta mn elwalah
"off offfff lazmm t3akreeen elromanciya!! tadren ena mosta7el w mn sab3 elmosta7elat ay w7da tatres 3aine ghairch, shaklch klsh mo 7asa entay shnu bnsba ley"
i had literally the worlds largest smile planted on my face, i didnt even know my lips could stretch this far. ugh i love him!
I heard someone knock on my door, I lowered my laptop screen a little. "mnu??"
hala: "anaa open up!"
"waay 3akerat! i'll cal u later okay? love u bye"
he laughed "love u too, faman allah"
"wait wait no goodnight kiss?"
I gave him a fly kiss and smiled then closed the laptop.
"khal9eeeeneeeee" hala started shouting.
"t7beeeeen t3akren y3ni!!!!!"
hala:"laish sh3ndch... oh wait saloom?"
lulu:"a9ghar 3yalch saloom wayed m6ay7a elmyana"
hala:"ywaleee... soo shfech elyoum?"
"shfeni?..oh wait jassoom m6arshch?"
hala:"ee hes worried egol mo 3la ba3'6ha w practically en7ashtay mna w radaitay wya elsayeg"
"umbay laybalegh mafeni shay bs gelt ena ared wya elsayeg cause knt abe ared mbacher daykha"
hala:"daykha wla tkalmen 7abeeeeb elgalb" she winked
"caught me" i laughed.
we spent the rest of the night chatting and painting each others nails.
"bagoolch shay bs madry wallah y3ni 7ail shaghel bale hal shay w mo mt2kda mna a9lan y3ni makan eb bale bs y3ni slaiman gale w kalama made sense o-"
hala:" la7'6a la7'6a 7abeebte 3ady tfahmene shga3d tgolen la2na 7ade '6ay3a w klsh mo fahma 3laich"
i took a deep breath "gabl fatra i had a fight wya slaiman w youm 6ala3t wya that night remember youm 3a9btay 3lay elmohem ill cut to the chase he was like ena entay mo 7asa bs ana 9bay w a3rf w mn hal 7achy... he thinks ina jassem has feelings for me w awal ma gale i was like no way!! no way in hell bs b3dain i started paying attention w ta9orefat jassem shway made sense bs madre etha ohwa twa 9ar chthy wla ohwa mn zman chthy bs im over thinking it.."
hala:"actually ive been thinking that fir a while" her answer shocked me.
"sh89dech?" i asked
"8a9dy ena mn zman knt 7asa ena jassem has feelings for you okhoy w a3rfa w la ohwa mn zman chthy w you just realized because slaiman opened up ur eyes wela klshay wath7 le7mar be7es"
loura:"le7mar be7es..ouch sh89dch?" j acted as if i was offended."
hala:"haha u know what i mean"
loura:"enzain shasawe??? 7ail a3z jassoom foug mat9werain w amoot 3alaih as a brother w abe i keep my realtionship mthl gabl wya bs i cant now lama darait how he feels about me!"
hala:" eb hathy 3ad 9ej madre! 7awlay you brother zone him kether matgdereen"
loura:"brother zone him?"
hala:" yeah you know just like friend zoning but 10 levels worse"
loura:"how am i supposed to do that"
hala:" i have no idea"
we decided to sleep, but obviously i couldnt i just had so much on my mind all i did was over think and i pulled an all nighter.
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