I went back inside the chalet to tell fay.
Ghizlan: "Fayoon ta3alay shway"
Fay: "la7'6a ga3da ama9kherhom!"
She was playing Janjefa with my other cousins.
Ghizlan: "Its important ta3alay!"
Fay: "efff 7ana! kani yaya"
She left them and we went outside.
Fay: "haa whats wrong?"
I told her everything.
Fay: "mn 9ejech btroo7een!"
Ghizlan: "shda3wa shfeech!"
Fay: "maynouna entay!"
Ghizlan: "walhana 3alayh, fay pleasee!"
Fay: "enzain enzain bas shngool 7ag elkil?"
Ghizlan: "engol bnroo7 starbucks shway w nrid"
Fay: "mo fashla mn haya w sara w noura welbajy? ya3ni nroo7 mndonhom"
Ghizlan: "la 3ady 3ady yallah emshay"
We got in raju's car and went to starbucks, Raju parked the car and fay and I went inside, it was very crouded!
*Whats app*
Ghizlan: Mishari ana we9alt
Mishari: 6el3eely ana b.range aswad
I went outside starbucks and saw him.
I'm so freaking nervous right now! I walked slowly towards the car I looked left and right several times to see if someone I know is here. I reached the car and my palms are sweaty I feel sick, butterflies, shivers up my spine and goose bumps all over my body! I opened the door and quickly got in the car. Mishari gave me a warm smile.
Mishari: "Ma t9adgeen shkithir walaht 3alaich" he held my left hand and kissed it. My face turned to the brightest shade of red! I got a feeling inside me I dont know what it is but its diffrent! the minute his hand touched mine I felt it. It was sensational! I loved the feeling!
Mishari: "emshay baroo7 mokan thany, hnee 7ail za7ma"
Ghizlan: "la mishari akhaf!"
Mishari: "uffaa ghazoolty tkhafeen meni?"
Ghizlan: "la mo minik bas akhaf a7ad eshofna"
Mishari: "la lat7ateen, etha ga3adna hnee e7timal a7ad eshofna khanro7"
Ghizlan: "ok bas wain?"
Mishari: "ma9afe6 bas greeb mn hnee"
Ghizlan: "ok"
He started the car engine and drove away from starbucks. We chatted along the way untill...
Mishari: "shfee oma hatha yil7agna"
Ghizlan: "meno?" My heart started beating faster & faster!
I turned around to see... JARRAH!
Mishari: "la tkhafeen al7een a'6ay3a"
He went through a lot of diffrent routes and roads untill we reached a jam3iya with parkings.
Ghizlan: "e7na wain?" I asked really worried and scared.
Mishari: "la tkhafeen bas 6ala3na mn bnaider"
Ghizlan: "Shno!? en7na wain al7een??" Mishari: "bkhairan"
Ghizlan: "mn 9ejik! mishari redny! please" A tear fell from my eye.
Mishari: "shhh don't worry" He wiped the tear and held my left hand and kissed it again.
Mishari: "a7ebich"
and before I could reply someone knocked really hard on my window. I quickly looked up and saw Jarrah really angry!
Jarrah: "YA G***** ANA A3ALMIK!"
He opened my door and pulled me out. Mishari: "HIDHAA!"
Jarrah: "EKIL KHARAK! YA 7AYWAAN!
Ghizlan: "sheeel edikk!"
Jarrah: "Chub wala kelmaa entay thanya"
Mishari: "Meno ent 3ashan teyey tis7ab elbent, shino shayef nafsik!"
Jarrah let go of me and started hitting Mishari, Mishari started hitting him back. Tears started streaming down my cheeks I tried to stop Jarrah from hitting Mishari but I couldnt. Seeing the one you love getting hit because of you is by far the worst feeling ever.
I held Jarrah's hand and begged him to stop.
Ghizlan: "Jarrah allah ykhaleek hidaa"
"Jarrah basss!"
"Jarrah allaah ykhaleeek bassss hidaaa pleasee!"
After hitting him so hard he pushed Mishari on the floor, he was brused almost everywhere and his nose was bleeding. I ran towards him and started crying my heart out!
Jarrah: "lay hal daraja t7ebeena?" he asked sadness filling his eyes, but he also looked furious, I couldnt dare to answer.
Jarrah: "Emshay" He held my wrist and pulled me to a white prado m8ayam.
I sat in the front seat and he sat in the drivers seat.
Jarrah: "msawyatly feeha shareefat roma w ma tkalmeen w mo no3ich! ela 6ala3tay aw9akh ma khala8 raby la w twa3deen ba3ad! ana le7mar el7abaitech 3abaly entay 8air 3abaly enich kafo, shtafregeen 3an bajy elbanat elknt akalimhom!" His words were like knifes!
Jarrah: "hal 7aywan mabeech la tkalmeena wala tshoofeena mafhoom!"
I kept silent.
Jarrah: "yeebay telefonich"
Ghizlan: "mabi"
Jarrah: "agoolich yeebee!"
Ghizlan: "agolik mabi"
Jarrah: "tyeebenaa wela shlon!"
Ghizlan: "mabi mo bkaifek enta meno 3ashan tgoly chithi! oboy? okhoy?"
Jarrah: "aah ya3ny tabeeny awa9el kel hatha 7ag oboch!?"
I didnt answer.
Jarrah: "yeebay!"
I handed him my phone.
Ghizlan: "Shbetsawi?"
Jarrah: "mo shi8lich"
Ghizlan: "shno mo shi8ly! shbitsawi!"
Jarrah: "en shiftich mkalemta ya wailich w 3ela8tich feeh tingi6e3 niha2eyan la wallah awa9el elkhaber 7ag 9ager w Abdullah! mafhoom!?"
Ghizlan: "magdar"
Jarrah: "sheno ma tegdireen!"
Ghizlan: "A7ebah" A tear fell from my eye, followed by another.
Jarrah groaned and hit the steering wheel with palms of his hands. I stayed quite until we reached starbucks. He parked next to our car. I opened the door and before I get out of the car "3afech elkha6er" he said with his head telted down, I closed the door and got into our car. I felt like a total bitch!
Fay looked at me confused and frustrated, but she kept quite the whole ride to the chalet she knew I wasn't in the mood to talk, she understands me and thats what I love about her. When we reached the chalet I ran up to our room and locked the door. I searched for Mishari's number but I couldn't find it. I went on twitter I looked for him in my following and followers but he wasn't there!
I felt angry, frustrated, furious, confused and sad. I cried my heart out untill I fell asleep.
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I woke up next morning with a massive headache from all the crying I did yesterday. I unlocked my phone hoping to get any messages from Mishari but unfortunately there was nothing..Jarrah must of blocked him. ugh I hate him! ohwa shaku feeny! he's not my brother nor my cousin!
*buzzz*
It was a whats app from Jarrah. wth? I blocked him ages ago..oh he must of unblocked his number yesterday.
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+965********: Ghizlan ana asef 3ala kel eli gilta ams bas knt m3a9eb, asef etha jara7t masha3rech wallah mo 8a9dey. bas ana a3aref mishari hatha ma bega bent blkuwait ma ykalimha, ba3day 3ana! wallah law mo ghalatich w law mo khayef 3alaich chan ma 3a9abt w 3afast eldenya chan gelt bel6agag ana shaku feeha bas entay t'himeeny w mabi hatha yel3ab 3alaich, etha matabeen trideen kaifich bas knt ba7athrich take care.
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Mishari's a player? la la I dont think so, he loves me! maybe Jarrah's just saying chithi 3ashan yabeeny aba3ed 3an mishari? ofcourse he is! bas laish yitbala 3ala mishary..maybe cause he loves me.. ugh this is so frustrating!
I NEED FAY .
I unlocked the door and went down to eat breakfast or shall I say lunch. The whole family was outside and fay sat on the porch she looked worried.
Ghizlan: "fay?"
Fay: "Ghazool!" she ran and hugged me.
Fay: "what happend?" she asked I started crying and she calmed me down, we went up to the room and I told her everything from A-Z.
Fay: "Madri ghazool, maybe Jarrah is telling the truth aw bas yaby tanheen 3ela8tich b.Mishari 3ashan eghar w e7ibech, entay shit7iseen?"
Ghizlan: "madri! madri!"
Fay: "follow your heart"
My heart says Mishari..
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