Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Ghizlan's story- Chapter 17

Two weeks passed, Today's my big day! the day of the Competition. As soon as I arrived I got my horse and started practising with Mr.Josh.
I saw the crowd getting bigger and bigger, and it made me nervous. Fay, mom, dad, slaiman, loura were the first to show up, followed by the rest of the family. I saw Mishari in the third row. He waved and I waved back.
Soon they announced that the competition has started, I saw the contestants one after another. They were reallt good, which made me even more nervous! What if I'm not good enough? what if I fall? What if I brake my leg or hands? or worst what if I die??
"Next contestant Ghizlan AlFlani"
oh shitt
Ghizlan: "Sir I dont want to go!"
Mr.Josh: "what? non sense! you trained so hard for this!"
Ghizlan: "Sir what if-"
Mr.Josh: "shhh, just relax and do your best! I have faith in you, now go and show them who's the boss!"
I gave him a confident smile, and trotted my way inside the arena, everyone staring at me.
"GO GHIZLAAAN!" I heard someone shout, I turned my face to see who it was...Jarrah :o
Wtf does he think hes doing! my parents are here! my brother is here! Mishari is here! shitt!
'Relax Ghizlan, ignore everything and anything that gets in your way. Just go!'- the voice in my head calmed me down.
I continued trotting, then slowly I  cantered and stood in a jumping posittion (balance posittion).
I closed my eyes and imagined that no one was there, I was alone.
I focused on my goal, and when I reached it, I felt the wind on my face as the horse jumped. Next thing I knew I was cantering to the next one. I did the same thing, and when the crowd cheered I felt proud of myself. I finished jumping, they al started waving at me and I waved back then went back inside the stables to wait for the results.
Mr.Josh: "Amazing Ghizlan! amazing!"
I smiled and thanked him.
Soon they were anouncing the winners.

"in third place is.."
I hope it's me!
"Khaled AlFlani!"
ugh.
"And in second place, on her first event.."
yess...
"Ghizlan AlFlani!!"
Oh..My..God!
I trotted my way back inside the arena with a huge smile plastered on my face. The man (announcer) placed the silver medal on my neck, I smiled at the crowed as they cheered. Happiness and pride took over me. This feeling is sensational! I loved every second of it.
When the event finished I placed my horse in his stable and made my way outside to celebrate with the family. Mishari came in.
Ghizlan: "hey" I said with a smile
Mishari: "Shbainich w bain Jarrah?"
Ghizlan: "Shno!?" I said shocked!
Mishari: "you heard me, ma la da3i akarir kalamy!"
Ghizlan: "mn 9ijik ent? wla tsta3bi6!"
Mishari: "shrayich? shakli shakl wa7ed gam ysta3bi6!"
I stared at him shocked and confused, what made him think that?
Ghizlan: "akeed la2! he's just a classmate!"
Mishari: "wa'6e7!"
Ghizlan: "Misharii!!"
Mishari: "3ayal laish ga3ed e9arekh wishaj3ich! a9lan laish yaay?"
Ghizlan: "Roo7 es2ila ana shaku! tadri shlon,,ana a9lan laish ga3da abarirlik! mno enta!"
I was harsh but I was mad & angry, at both of them!
Mishari: "Ghizlan waitt!"
I ignored.
Mishari: "Ghizlaan!" he held my arms to stop me.
Ghizlan: "sheel edik!"
Mishari: "Ghizlan, Lazim agolich shay"
I stared at him confused what the hell is he going to tell me next.
Mishari: "Ghizlan ana a7ebich" He said with his head tiltted down not looking me in the eyes.
I looked at him shocked, Joy and happiness filled my heart, but my facial expressions didnt change. I didnt know what to do. He looked up at me waiting for an answer. I gave him my back and walked away not knowing what to say. I went to Fay and the rest, we left to my grandparents house to celebrate. I spent the day their, my phone's battery died so I couldnt talk to Mishari, although I couldnt stop thinking about what he said. Am I dreaming? second place on my first event & the love of my life feels the same way back. This day's perfect!
As soon as we went back home I pluged my phone on the charger and found a couple of kik messages from Mishari.
*KIK*
Mishari AlFlani: Ghizlan if you dont feel the same way 3adi tarrah.
Mishari AlFlani: Im sorry, Ma gdart amsik nafsi
Mishari AlFlani: Ghizlan are you mad? I hope this doesnt affect our friendship, Im sorry.

Without giving it a second thought I started typing.
Ghizlan AlFlani: "Dont be sorry, I feel the same way back."

umbay did I just send him that? NO NO NO! I need a delete button!!!!! I'm screwed! what if he thinks ini khafeefa? aw kan ykhtibirnii! shitt I fell for it!!

Mishari AlFlani: 7ELFAY! are you just saying that so you dont brake my heart? Tara wallah 3adi

My feelings took over, my heart's stronger then my brain.

Ghizlan AlFlani: I'm serious, hatha mo shay atghashmar fee! I trully do love you.
Mishari AlFlani: wallah mo kithrrii ya ba3ad'hom! I loved you mn awal ma shiftich, I felt you were the one I've been waiting for my whole life, when I heard your voice I got a feeling I never felt before. & I loved it!

Is he reading my mind?

Mishari AlFlani: Ghizlan would you mine?♥

Jarrah popped in my head, flashbacks about what happened rushed through my head. I pushed the nasty thoughts out, and kept my heart in control. 

Ghizlan AlFlani: without even thinking. YES♥

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This isn't the end of the story, there's still a whole lot of surprises coming up, stay tuned!

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