We finished eating at fat buger. Fay dropped me at my house and I fell asleep straight away!
Next morning:
Next morning:
I woke up at 5 really hyper, I took a quick shower and left my hair naturally wavy. I opened my closet and chose an outfit.
I made my way downstairs to find the whole family gathered downstairs eating breakfast.
Omy: "gayma mbacher elyoum"
Ghizlan: "ee" I smiled and kissed her forehead then dad's
I sat with them eating.
Slaiman: "Ghazool cham bageelich w tsoogeen"
Ghizlan: "17 days w a9eer 18, w yuba ya3ny ana basawy roo7y madry wenta shtarlly Aston Martin db9 bay'6a mn dakhel tan"
Oboy: "3ashan tid3imeen feeha mn awal youm" he teased
Ghizlan: "la wallah!"
Slaiman: "3ad mo tinsaina ya3ny"
Ghizlan: "bidaina bel temi9le7"
Oboy: "3ad allah y3eena kela mokhalafat"
Ghizlan: "yuubaa!"
Omy: "woho 9aaj"
*samsung ringtone*
Ghizlan: "ka fay w9alat, byee"
I left the house and made my way to her car.
We arrived at Uni and I went straight away to class, nor fay or raghad were with me.
I sat alone at the end of the class.
...: "is this seat taken
I looked up to see Jarrah smilling.
Ghizlan: "Ee"
Jarrah: "la wallah, e7a9elich ag3ad yamich!" I giggled.
My heart started beating faster. 'shfeech ghizlan tara its just jarrah!!' I know but its diffrent lama akalma face to face, I get butterflies and shivers..shit am I falling for him :o la la it can't be!
Jarrah: "hey shfeech sakta w sar7ana"
Ghizlan: "huh.. ahh.la wala shay bas barakiz"
Jarrah: "allaah yaldenya al7een entay 9ertay betrakzeen"
I giggled and looked away.
Jarrah: "ya3ny mesta7ya wela shmaw'6oo3ich" he said while laughing.
Ghizlan: "aste7y menik..kaaak abaadan"
Proffesor: "you two at the back stop talking!"
everyone yurned around to face us I looked behind me china madry ina ykhizona but the problem is that waray 6oufa! *facepalm* Jarrah burst out laughing 3alay.
Jarrah: "ya3ny 9ayda el7araka!" I laughed too, jad fashalt nafsy zyada x_x
-
Two weeks passed the same ela thursday!...
I woke up late to find a thousand missed calls and whats apps from fay. It was 8:40 w mo7a'6arty at 9.
I quickly changed into this.
and tied my hair in a bun and went down stairs, I called Raju and he drove me to uni. I made my way to class and thank god I wasn't late. I sat in an empty seat at the back. Fay was two rows infront of me with Raghad I did'nt find a seat next to them.
I was busy organizing my notes that I didn't notice who sat next to me. The proffesor was calling out the register to see who's here and who's absent.
He called my name and I replied.. Then he said a name that shocked me.
"Mshary Fahad Al-Flani"
Mshary: "here"
and what shocked me even more he was sitting next to me!!! I turned to see if it was really him aw bas tashaboh a9wat w asamy. But it was him, he gave me a half smile. I quickly turned to face the front. I held back my tears, I got flashback of every moment I had with him, my tears started falling. I gathered my stuff and rushed outside without even excusing myself, I hope he didn't notice my tears, I know what I did showed him how weak I was, but I can't handle even hearing his name shlon taboony ag3ad yamah! I walked quickly towards the girls toilets I didn't want anyone to see me, but unfortunatelly I saw jarrah! the last person I want to see now is him!
Jarah: "ghizlan shfeech!!" he asked worried. I walked quicker with my head telted down he kept asking and asking but I ignored.
Jarrah: "Ghizlan reday 3alay!" he pulled me from my shoulders to face him "shfeech tabcheen"
Ghizlan: "mafeeny shay!" I left him and walked really fast towards the bathroom I got in and locked the door behind me. There was a couple of girls but they were too busy chatting they didn't notice me.
I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I started crying really hard I remembered every single moment I had with him, the good and bad ones. I regret the minute I told him that I loved him. I regret the minute I told him where the horse he wanted was. I regret every single time I went out with him! I hate this! I hate him! and most of all I hate me! I was naive and stupid for trusting him and loving him! he fooled me! he played with my heart like it was toy, then he threw me away. la o fog hatha shawah som3ity! I cried and cried untill I felt like I ran out of tears.
Suddenly someone knocked on the bathrooms door.
...: "ghizlan"
It was Jarrah.
Ghizlan: "jarrah! shitsawy hnee! hatha 7amam elbanat!"
Jarrah: "adry w many 6ali3 ela wentay wyay!"
Ghizlan: "maynooun ent"
Jarrah: "Ee maynoun! yallah 6el3ay"
Ghizlan: "maby! leave me alone!"
Jarrah: "wallah many 6ali3 ela wntay wyay!"
Ghizlan: "la t7alef bl7amam!"
Jarrah: "staghfarallah"
I laughed even though I was in pain.
Jarrah: "ee yuba '6i7kay mako shay yistahil tabcheen 3ashana! al7een 6el3ay"
I unlocked the door and got out my face was puffy and red.
Jarah: "uffa laish kel hal bachy! mno mza3lich aroo7 adoos eb ba6na wallah!!" I smiled, he really is an amazing person.
Jarrah: "ghaslay wayhich w 6el3eely ana an6erich barrah layshoofny a7ad wallah aroo7 feeha" I giggled and he went outside.
I washed my face and applied some make up.
I walked outside and found Jarrah waiting for me, he walked infront of me and I followed him.
*whats app*
Jarrah: follow me to my car
Ghizlan: okay
I needed someone to talk to so I didn't reject I followed him to his black maserati, he drived out of uni.
Jarrah: "al7een goolely shfeech"
I sighed and told him everything and how I felt.
Jarrah: "HAL 7AYWAN W YEBTISIM BA3AD!! wallah la waree shighil allah!!! ana a3alma!!!!"
Ghizlan: "la maby! khala ywaly! mabi mishakel! ana bas7ab halclass 7ag halcourse!"
Jarrah: "la wallah ma te6li3een! hatha mosta8ballich mo 3ashan halchalb ti6li3een!!!"
Ghizlan: "efham jarrah ana magdar asta7mel asma3 esma shlon tabeeny ashofa kel thursday! la w e7timal a9adfa beljam3a! shakly ba7awel!"
Jarrah: "t7awleen wain!!!!"
Ghizlan: "AUM aw jam3at lekuwait ay mokan ghair hnee!"
Jarrah: "entay mn 9ejich! eta7weel yabeela wakt w was6a w 3afsa! la t'6ay3een mosta8ballich 3ashana wallah ma yistahil!"
I sighed and stayed silent. Ghizlan: "Jarrah redny elbait"
Jarrah: "enshalah bas 6amneeny 3alaich"
Ghizlan: " ok"
He drived me home, his car kanat m8ayima fa ma ybayin mno dakhel. I went inside and rushed upstairs to my room I changed into my pijamas and layed on my bed thinking... Jarrah's right it's been almost a year I need to get over this! I need to get over him! wallah ma yistahel! so what he's in my class, so what he sat next to me mo nihayat el3allam! 'cham mara n3eed w nkarir ya ghizlan! he doesn't deserve ur tears!' 9a7 he doesn't! I called Jarrah cause I know he's worried, 6amanta 3alay, I felt happy knowing that he'll always be there for me! his words and jokes and teasing made me laugh. Talking to him comforts me.\
I think I have feelings for him...

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