Days passed, weeks passed wana 3ala nafs el7al! trying to get over him is killing me! its mission impossible! ga3da amoot men elgheera lama ysolifly 3an jana!! shbe9eer feeny law they became a couple!
9ayer kela ysolif 3anha! ya laitni ma sa2alta thak elyoum 3an mno 8a9da bltweet!
our typical convos these days:
Jarrah: akh a7ibha
Jarrah: amoot feeha!
Jarrah: 6afich elyoum chakatny akhizha
Ghizlan: lool
Jarrah: gemna nsolif dm's barkeely
Ghizlan: mabrook te6awartaw
Jarrah: ghazoooooool!!!!
Ghizlan: hala
Jarrah: a7ibhaaaa!
etc.
Im trying my best ini abayenla eny mistansa w 3ady! bas it hurts wallah!! imagine the guy you love talks to you about the girl he loves 24\7 shino bekon shi3orkom! Im dieng here!! and I can't end my friendship with him shno 3ethri? a7ebik w ma asta7mel enik tsolefly 3an 7abeebtik?
etha al7een wohwa 7eta ma 9araw officially together bamoot shlon etha thier realationship ended up in marriage! shbe9eer feeny!
el7al elwa7eed ohwa eny ansaa.
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I woke up in a bad mood, I took a long hot shower, changed into a pair of jeans and any shirt then made my way downstairs to my car, I started the engine and drove to fay's house.
I attached my iPod to the car AUX and played "ahwak-3abdel7aleem 7afe'6"
9ayer kela ysolif 3anha! ya laitni ma sa2alta thak elyoum 3an mno 8a9da bltweet!
our typical convos these days:
Jarrah: akh a7ibha
Jarrah: amoot feeha!
Jarrah: 6afich elyoum chakatny akhizha
Ghizlan: lool
Jarrah: gemna nsolif dm's barkeely
Ghizlan: mabrook te6awartaw
Jarrah: ghazoooooool!!!!
Ghizlan: hala
Jarrah: a7ibhaaaa!
etc.
Im trying my best ini abayenla eny mistansa w 3ady! bas it hurts wallah!! imagine the guy you love talks to you about the girl he loves 24\7 shino bekon shi3orkom! Im dieng here!! and I can't end my friendship with him shno 3ethri? a7ebik w ma asta7mel enik tsolefly 3an 7abeebtik?
etha al7een wohwa 7eta ma 9araw officially together bamoot shlon etha thier realationship ended up in marriage! shbe9eer feeny!
el7al elwa7eed ohwa eny ansaa.
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I woke up in a bad mood, I took a long hot shower, changed into a pair of jeans and any shirt then made my way downstairs to my car, I started the engine and drove to fay's house.
I attached my iPod to the car AUX and played "ahwak-3abdel7aleem 7afe'6"
اهوااك
و اتمنى لو انساك
و انسى روحي وياك
و ان ضاعت يبئى فداك
لو تنساني
و انا انساك
و الائي دموعي فكراك
و الائي دموعي فكراك
في لئاك الدنيا تحلى معاك
و رضاها يبئى رضاك
ساعتها يهون في هواك طول حرماني
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اهوااك
و اتمنى لو انساك
و انسى روحي وياك
و ان ضاعت يبئى فداك
لو تنساني
و انا انساك
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و الأيك مشغول و شاغلني فيك
و عنيه تجي بعنيك
و انته إداري
و انا براعيك
اصحى من الليل اناديك
و ابعت روحي تصحيك
قوم يالي شاغلني بيك
جرب ناري
Fay entered the car: "oh oh! shino hatha! ghizlan w 3abdel7aleem 7afe'6!? ma 9adeg! mosta7eel!"
I laughed.
Fay: "shlonich wya salfat jarrah w jana"
Ghizlan: "uff lat'thakreeny! bamoot!! many gadra asta7mel! shoofay" I showed her our convos bwhats app "ma ysolif ela 3anha!"
She stayed silent for a while reading the coversations.
Fay: "umbay!"
Ghizlan: "I know! and I can't even get over him! mahma 7awalt Im failing!"
Fay: "maykhalef 7abeebti, I'll help you get over him w enshalah btelgainlich wa7ed a7san mena!"
Ghizlan: "maku a7san 9adgeeni!"
Fay: "la aku!"
Ghizlan: "eff khala9 sakray elmaw'6oo3!
I played the song again on the way to uni.
When we got there we sat in starbucks for a while to get our daily morning coffee, at 10:30 my class starts so I got out of starbucks and walked to my class...then I saw them..
Jarrah & Jana
standing together
laughing
chatting
giggling
smiling
they look so inlove.
so happy
so mesmerised
Its killing me.
My tears started falling uncontrollably, one after another, I tried my best to hold them back but I failed. Jarrah saw my tears, I wore my shades so no one can see my crying face and walked away quickly but he followed me! great ghizlan why did you ruin his moment! khara feeny zain!
I turned around to see him getting closer, my tears were still falling for many reasons! I reached my car and locked the door, Jarrah knocked on the window.
Jarrah: "ghizlan shfeech!"
Should I tell him that I'm so madly inlove with him! No! hell no! he'll feel sorry for me! that might ruin his realationship with Jana who obviously really likes him!
Mithil ma ohwa gedar yensany ana agdar ansa!
I ignored his questions and forced him to move away by driving out of the parking.
when I left uni I started driving around , I dont know where to go! Jarrah started calling me I locked my phone and threw it in my bag I feel misrable! do you think it was obvious I cried when I saw them togetheru? ugh why am I so mean! If Jarrah knew that I love him he'll feel sorry for me! Great now I won't only ruin my life I'll ruin there's too! Jana loves him and he loves her too! laish ana 7aywana chithi! ra7 akhareb 3alaihom!
There was a car following me w ga3da etarek, I looked around to see who it was..
jarrah's car!
I drived back home straight away ma yegdar ekalimny hnaak! I parked the car, I think I lost him! I ran up to my room, I looked out the window and there he was! his car was parked infront of our house! although it was m8ayema maybe someone saw him!
I opened my phone to find over 20+ miss calls from him!
I need a good ecxuse for crying! uff think ghizlan think!
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I have nothing!
It's too obvious!
Jarrah kept calling and calling!
Ineed to answer!
Ghizlan: "alu"
Jarrah: "Ghizlan shfeech!"
Ghizlan: "mafeeni shay!"
seconds of silence..
Jarrah: "Ghizlan t7ebeny?"
so happy
so mesmerised
Its killing me.
My tears started falling uncontrollably, one after another, I tried my best to hold them back but I failed. Jarrah saw my tears, I wore my shades so no one can see my crying face and walked away quickly but he followed me! great ghizlan why did you ruin his moment! khara feeny zain!
I turned around to see him getting closer, my tears were still falling for many reasons! I reached my car and locked the door, Jarrah knocked on the window.
Jarrah: "ghizlan shfeech!"
Should I tell him that I'm so madly inlove with him! No! hell no! he'll feel sorry for me! that might ruin his realationship with Jana who obviously really likes him!
Mithil ma ohwa gedar yensany ana agdar ansa!
I ignored his questions and forced him to move away by driving out of the parking.
when I left uni I started driving around , I dont know where to go! Jarrah started calling me I locked my phone and threw it in my bag I feel misrable! do you think it was obvious I cried when I saw them togetheru? ugh why am I so mean! If Jarrah knew that I love him he'll feel sorry for me! Great now I won't only ruin my life I'll ruin there's too! Jana loves him and he loves her too! laish ana 7aywana chithi! ra7 akhareb 3alaihom!
There was a car following me w ga3da etarek, I looked around to see who it was..
jarrah's car!
I drived back home straight away ma yegdar ekalimny hnaak! I parked the car, I think I lost him! I ran up to my room, I looked out the window and there he was! his car was parked infront of our house! although it was m8ayema maybe someone saw him!
I opened my phone to find over 20+ miss calls from him!
I need a good ecxuse for crying! uff think ghizlan think!
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I have nothing!
It's too obvious!
Jarrah kept calling and calling!
Ineed to answer!
Ghizlan: "alu"
Jarrah: "Ghizlan shfeech!"
Ghizlan: "mafeeni shay!"
seconds of silence..
Jarrah: "Ghizlan t7ebeny?"
TELL HIM! TELL HIM! I barely comment bs wayed mindamja bl8i99a! Please post soon xx.
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